As I learned how to feel and process, one thing I’ll never get used to, is how much it hurts in the moment. The pain feels as if parts of me are being pulled in massive waves, it feels like I won’t come back, but I always do. I come back reborn, with knowledge etched in my soul, emitting a ray of light. There’s no more fear. I will laugh hard, love hard, cry hard and do it all over again, for that’s what it means to be human.