True Self 2.0

And here we are, infidels... 1 (one) year later. It's, at the time, right now, hitherto, an incredible journey. A lot of things have changed. People passed by, some others just stick to me, and others just take what they need and go. But. One thing never changed: what I see when I observe myself on the mirror. It's getting crazy, out of control, it's getting scary. I don't really know what to think. Don't know how to handle it. But it's the way I feel. It's what I believe. My reality is that one. It's a goo of unrecognizable familiarity. "I've seen him before" - I tell to myself when I look that man in the mirror. It's a tricky situation, this one, you know. You face a duality: the certainty of knowing that you are looking to yourself, but the anxious and utterly terrible feeling of knowing that you taken the wrong body for the soul you are. It's a meat trap. This carcass is a limit. But we don't get to choose that, believe me. I've been there so many times. They fool you into choosing a carcass, but the moment you rise your finger to point the best one, they kick you in the back with a lighting bath of reality that shocks you into the external world. You are not anymore in your inland empire. You are not safe anymore. You have to face reality. You have to do what you have to do. And you know what? They even have the selfishness (or cruelty) of making you forget what your porpoise is. So you wander around for approximately 90 years in this world, mimicking other humans in the same situation you are, pretending that we don't know what is happening inside each other. Let's wake up. This is not a dream. But we are inside something. Something bigger. Something scarier. Something worse that mental health issues, reality, death, cruelty. We will face it. We face it but individually. They don't take the risk of failing. They are smart. But someday we will break the breach. Pomelo will guide humanity into that. Gilbert, I, are a mere follower. Long story short... One year just passed by, and I still can't recognize myself.