Trepidation

Struggling to grasp enough motivation to get out of bed I just lay lifeless as I regather my thoughts from the night before and slowly roll my eyes around the room. My phones buzzing in my ear telling me class is at 8 am but the brunette with thick thighs in my bed is telling me otherwise. Next thing I know my conveniently free parking spot by campus is now a towing zone, and my old Cherokee is broken down. No problem I tell myself I can cover these things but then my boss Adrian calls and tells me that my hours have been cut. Assuming it's because he spent to much on alcohol and blow the passed month and couldn't afford to pay me full time.. It's no sweat I guess.. Then the whole world starts to feel heavy, it is definitely a sweat and my thoughts run wild about how I'm going to miraculously pull it off this time. Sometimes I wonder why I am even here, and that maybe this is all just one long dream.

SRGenesis.GIF px2971 x px3079 (Collector receives a 2'x2' signed 1/1 canvas print)