Dream #2. He was staring at me round the corner, but I wasn't afraid. He came here not for me, but for whom exactly? And I was alone at home. But my apartment looked as though it wasn't refurbished: wallpapers straight from the 90s were on their usual place. I also noticed that the doors we threw away earlier somehow got back. Goblin was peeking at me from the door and was grinning. Then he ran. But where? I followed him and suddenly realized in terror that I wasn't alone at home after all, my mom was sleeping in the other room. Goblin bent over her and I woke up from my own screams.
What did this Goblin symbolise? Fear of losing someone close, fear of becoming old, fear of death. It's beyond our powers to resist this fear, it's something we can't escape. And I chose to face it. And to spend time loving those who is alive, while we have still have time.