(01/01/17) She said "I think that I would rather die than let sadness seep back into my body". She is itching at her skin to dig away his poison from her anatomy. She said "how many times must I wash my hands until I rid the scent of you?" She was quite tired of feeling so blue. (04/08/17) She said "I think that I would rather slit my throat than watch you love her too". He did not mean for her to find out so soon. It is rather exquisite isn't it? The way he put her insecurities to sleep. It's no wonder her brain is a mess. Her dysphoria had been too long repressed. He made a habit of using her self contempt to slam his fists back into her chest. (1/09/17) She said "I cannot take this anymore I am not a piece of gum, you cannot just chew me up and spit me out when you're done". She was filled with disdain and as anger dripped from her mouth, she tore out her heart and promised herself an oath. (24/09/17) She has left behind the ruins of her former self, he is just a piece of her past. Once she allowed herself to be set free, the aching within had split fast.
