since desperation sm...

since desperation smelled the same as both sex and death inevitably for half the people have to come from the other halves or maybe just together in expressible variables of pleasurepain maybe barriers and arbitrary bursts of when remembering is more than the measure of compents the whole we will never crawl out of or stop crawling like children back to where we sweetly born screaming come from the same horrifying before we didn't exist it was even worse we experienced everything