Self Portraits

I hate this photo. I've had this idea in a notebook for years and it didn't come out how I imagined it.

That doesn't happen often and when it does I lose my mind (it's a rough blow).

I also have a really hard time with what I look like in photos (or in general, lately). A lifetime of different kinds of abuse from a bunch of people have left me permanently damaged. Im trying my best to get over it but it seems impossible.

Posting the photo anyway because I took the time to do it. Maybe I’ll mint it somewhere.

Also, this dress was new and still had the tags but I didn't wear it during a certain time period and it became too big for me so l'm also posting it because I feel like it's a waste if I don't 🫠