Self-realization is a long road full of obstacles towards the goal, victory is not sweet, it is just there waiting to be reached to lose value instantly.
At the end of the journey the only thing that mattered was that, the journey itself.
The goal is not to remain immovable in the face of adversity, it doesn't matter if you fall, what is really important is to get up after each fall.
"He understood his place again so he took his things and went out determined to try again, but inside he knew that someday he would return to that dark place, but this time he also knew that he would get out because he already knew the route."