Myself

Why I wonder, why I think, why my mind travels beyond my brink, I grasp my thoughts the deeper I sink, it isn't that deep is once what I once knew, forgetting all that is good as I grew, other emotions take over, other paths I pursue, life was once all about me suddenly it added a you, I look in the mirror, I let it reflect, should I smile today?

I ask as I wept, painfully knowing the real feelings I'll neglect I stay awake and remember wishing I can sleep to try to forget.