Pathways to the feeling of being complete; turns, backsides, loops, and nonsense end up at the same spot. Your ways determine some emotions, others by your environment. The fact we reach for answers gives the feeling of being lost, only to end up filling up our own lives to be as they are supposed to be.
Surf was the backdoor to the emptiness I had found in my youth. Having problems for finding myself in the middle of the chaos everyone called life. A labyrinth of emotions and challenges that made me what I am today. I wouldn't get rid of anything. It's part of my life. It's part of me. I wouldn't be the person I am today if I hadn't had those experiences, and I'm grateful for that.