Misplaced Goodwill

I can feel the care and help from the people around me. I know how much they have good wishes for me. I also wanted to repay their goodwill… even though… it wasn't the help I needed at all.

But… At the same time, I feel uncomfortable getting things I don't want. And every time I say thank you, more and more people have given me the same thing over and over again. In fact, the help I needed never arrived. Their good-will, flowing like a rapid river, plunged me more and more into despair.