lower your expectation

As I grow up, expectations upon Me is grow bigger and bigger everyday. They're brutally fell onto My shoulder, squeezed Me, and slowly buried My self alive. I'm not ready to be someone who You look up into. I'm not ready for tons of responsibility to make the world a better place and for the things I can't be sure yet. I'm still drowning in the sea of angst questioning My existence and the meaning of life. So please, lower Your expectation on Me, everyday it just get heavier and I think I'm going to lose my self while trying to fulfil all of the expectations that you pointed on me.