Lost in Transit (Final Stage)

Horrible tastes in my mouth, ringing in my ears, and the feeling of watching myself perform tasks in a detached way. Annoying but tolerable. Intrusive, albeit fleeting thoughts of sort of an impulse to want to harm someone. No one specifically, and it has no correlation to any precipitant or external stimuli. While experiencing this thought, I am horrified. Feeling an absolute sense of fright, afraid of losing control of myself. Nothing ever happens, I never do anything.... I am Lost in Transit.