Is this normal?

Is this normal? Deadlines with my Demons #4 #Herbie7777777 CN

Is this normal? Something seems off, but I can't define it. It's always been like this, for years now I think. I grew up like that. Do other friends do these things too?

I am the only one I know who's best friend is ten years older. This must be special. I must be special.

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