We pave our way to the desired "jewels" that we ourselves have elevated to the status of the purpose and meaning of our life "now". We are so enthusiastic about achieving it that we ignore all the hardships of the paved path. But we are not always faithfully selective in our desires, and soon after obtaining the cherished, after the brief joy of victory comes the illuminating sense of fruitlessness and loneliness. In this enveloping disappointment, you try to admire joylessly what you have.