I hate it when she say everything is shit. I hate it, because she's not herself in this. I hate it while her rage is against everything. I hate it to be the target she focuses then. But I am the only one who is listening. I am the one who knows her pain. I know her inner struggle, better than anyone else. I need to be strong. I have to be strong, to cover her. To keep her safe while she is fighting the demons. I must hold her Because I love her.