The insight is came from my personal experiences about socialize. It still begin from my childhood effect, that i was not literally do socialize with other kids (details on "That Ranger" artwork). Even i realize that ranger saved me by Drawing, but i can't denied, it got me less of friends. I like when i got surround by peoples, do a chit chat, drink a coffee while on discuss things, or kind a stuffs.But after that, i gonna feel so tired, don't wanna do anythings for couple days. It feels bad, i don't like it.
But, like it or not, you just have to do THAT. Thats what a basic things of human being, socialize. If you don't, you gonna be extinct slowly. That also annoying. Its also bad. So, there is no choice. Just do it, eat that bad feelings, drink that exhausted feelings, to kick away my extincts possibility.
Monokromonkey