the defects that tend to worry about , are actually the gateways of your light to get in. Every now and then, we feel that we are not enough. well , in those moments all you need to see is the light of your own. we all have a certain aura about us. we know our potential but the self doubt and overthinking that make us blind to that light.
Even when you're successful, when people put on the pedestal, you need to retain that light with all it's grace and wonder.
Follow the light, your light.