[ felicitas est ingratum ]

~ ungrateful happiness ~ . . "I desire loneliness once again, I desire chaos in an organized disorder, I desire hatred from whom I loved, I desire to let down...

when I see the sky, I can't see happiness raining down, the thunder slaps my silence, conflicted unwittingly, and then tomorrow comes at my doorway, offering a little hope...

does it matter now?" --140615 . . Graphite and colored pencils on paper, with digital touch. 2300 x 2300 pixel.