falling deep

there where times in the past few years where I felt like losing every bit of control over my life, not being able to steer the wheel around, being forced into a spectactor position as my life incrementally loses any resemblance to my past. the good times kept me going, but that was also the thing that crushed me in the end. being stuck in this stockholm-syndrome kind of situation, hoping for things to finally turn around now. it wasn't you, it was both of us. to rek and get rekt. we were a great team at times. each other's safe space, but also our worst enemies. a lot has changed now and I still cherish the life we had together and I will always love you. but I am so unbelievably happy to move on and become more of what has been me once.

5638x8247 – 300dpi // scanned acrylic paintings, procreate, photoshop