"Emptiness"

Where am I !? how old am I !? what year is it today!? Ahh! I forgot, it doesn't matter anymore! This life has become so repetitive that there is nothing new for me anymore. I am tired. was that all ?! I chose eternal life to be aware of everything, but day by day, I moved closer to emptiness by moving forward and now all I have is emptiness. I lost my brain. moving forward and becoming aware of everyone. I realized that I was become closer to nothing and now I don't need to think at all. I miss thinking, full consciousness is really boring! Moving forward and watching without realizing it, my eyes were weakening and now I am completely blind. my eyes saw everything... I want to see something new, something I have never seen before! And the eye that speaks, my mouth and tongue became more and more aware until I realized that they are becoming independent and finding spirit. the eye that speaks and is aware. eyes always tell the truth, now I don't need to thinking, They speak for themselves, they know the answer to everything! How can I die !? This was not what I expected. . Technique: Digital painting . Resolution: 4000×5000 px