diving high through the b-side

the past year has shown me how fucking lucky I actually am. despite all the hardships that I've been through, all the mistakes that I've made. had quite a few tremendous setbacks that turned out to be blessings. -- retrospectively, my whole life has felt like I was merely witnessing. maybe it was the trauma, maybe it was the medication, maybe it was the drugs. maybe all of it. but somehow I feel like just now at the end of my twenties I finally started waking up. it's still really rough sometimes, but I've also never been better in a way. I just gotta sort my shit out. gotta start enjoying the swim instead of struggling to stay afloat somehow.

5638x8247 – 300dpi // scanned acrylic paintings, procreate, photoshop