[ desiderium ]

~ longing ~ . . "despite my passion has long astray, to seek an unreachable clarity, despite my desire has long been numb, to bury an unbearable pain...

my chest is still longing for your persona, my lips are still longing for that hidden kiss, just like a daylight longing for a moonbeam...

as I try to move my hand to hold you, I feel an absolute disorder tears up my sanity, and you weren't there anymore, as I am searching for my lost desire..." --160517 . . Graphite and colored pencils on paper. 2400 x 2400 pixel. . . . Note: There was a time when I looked away from my current goal and decided to put all my interest into something completely new, craving for a new experience. Even though it's just a temporary feeling, sometimes I need it, as if an excuse to escape the boredom, the routine, and the continuation. . .