Desconfianza

Pierdo autenticidad al plasmar agradables cantos de las golondrinas y no la tormenta advertida.

Por eso resulta inverosímil usar mis palabras para describir lo esperanzada que me encuentro, pues en el fondo de mis miedos no lo siento.

English

I lose authenticity by capturing the pleasant songs of the swallows and not the warned storm.

That's why it's implausible to use my words to describe how hopeful I find myself, because in the depths of my fears I don't feel it.

«Distrust» comes from that habit of letting myself get carried away by my negative thoughts and not noticing the positive things that happen in my life. Be it in love, at work, in my family, etc. Everything is always too good to be true.