Can't Speak

I always knew how to solve problems, but after my nephew was born with a brain problems, i feel i'm dying inside, i can't do anything...

He can't speak, he can't walk but we have hope he will... i was always happy but now, now i'm not, at the same time i must be strong, i must do everything and even more to achive my goals in life and make my family happy... my art is the only place i can express my feelings, my emotions cause there's also noone in my life who can i shear and speak with, thats why i'm alone with myself and with my art...