But why?

"Nihilist Penguin" Rather than being part of a noisy crowd as part of "we," I choose to be "I" in an spook silence This refers to a famous scene in Werner Herzog's documentary, Encounters at the End of the World. In this scene, a bewildered penguin is seen leaving its colony and heading inland, towards the mountains, seemingly without any purpose, away from food and safety. This situation led Herzog to contemplate the penguin's existential crisis and its potentially fatal, deviant path. While the term "nihilist penguin" has remained memorable, it has also sparked debate; some see it as pure nihilism, while others interpret it as a search for meaning beyond instinct or an existential rebellion.