Breathe in, very very deep, c'mon, hold the air inside for as long as you can. Try again. First breathe all that air out, and take a huge breath in. Can you realize that the air is getting in? You are breathing. You are still alive, and you will keep being alive as long as you breathe in and breathe out. Feel the air, feel that freshness. I don't care if it hurts your wind pipes, IT'S AIR! You are breathing! No no no, keep looking at me, don't put that gaze off me. Look me right in the eyes. Choose whichever you want. Take a deep look. Count the seconds of your breaths. Five seconds to take all the air you can, five seconds holding it in, five seconds to get all the air out. No look at me. Look inside my eyes. Come closer. Observe my eyes. The inner part of my eyes. What do you see? Don't tell me, I know your answer. I know everything you are about to say, and what you are thinking. You just gazed into the abyss. My abyss. We all have an abyss inside our eyes. Mine is different, very, very different. What have I told you about breathing? Do not lose your pace and concentration. Breathe in, breathe out. My abyss is something else. My abyss is the answer for every question you have. Take a huge deep look inside of me. My eyes are gigantic gates that are taking you into the madness of truth. You are calming, I know, but from now on you will live knowing what you shouldn't get to know. No human in existence should know what we both know now. Don't get mad, sharing is caring. I've waited One hundred and forty years for this moment. I am utterly sure I'm wrong about that number, but it's as far as I can go remembering. Take your last big breath and assume this responsibility. You will know when to share this knowledge. Good luck and have a great, great life. I love you.