// thirty, and after thirty. a myth. a social construct—that we, the youth, are supposed to achieve big things before thirty, otherwise...
we've failed. at life.
we don't wanna fall behind. rushing and trembling: "i have to be successful soon!" a surge of mental stress and pressure and anxieties, all at once, shaken by important decisions one must make immediately. dear 30s, please top yelling at us: "you're not a kid anymore!" we know that with all our hearts. the haste is here, and if we fail, there might be something wrong with us.
thirty - why do you haunt?
perhaps, just let me live. //