29/12/2021

We got well. New Year and Christmas holidays are just beginning in Russia. There are two days left to prepare gifts for everyone. We are going on a little holiday trip on January 1st, and I hope it will be healing. I find myself becoming more and more introverted. I don’t know for the better or not. But for now, I'm more comfortable this way. I notice that I see a lot of mercilessly empty beauty around, too empty, dazzling, it seems tasteless. I hope that I will become better, I will do more in the new year, and I will begin to notice and perceive more interesting and kind things around, I will fill myself with meaning.