So I went to the mall today, just to run errands, really. But I really missed going out (no thanks to you, covid). When I got there, the smell of the AC, the lighting, really got me. For a split second I felt like everything was back to normal and everything was okay. As if this heavy weight that I've been carrying throughout this pandemic was lifted off of my shoulder. Weird, I know. I got so emotional just typing this :")